hate how negative i am all the time.
I find everything overwhelming, the thought of may just makes me feel sick:|
So much is going on at the moment that i really cant be dealing with.
Shitty friends, shitty body, and my ‘problem’. It can all go to fuck seriously.
I just want to feel fucking happy for once. Even when my boyfriend is here my mood will switch all of a sudden and thats it for the rest of the day. Barely communicate and I’m acting like such a bitch.
I fucking hate myself sometimes. Really don’t see the point no more.
